Never before this relationship I’m in currently have I really been able to openly share my feelings, but ever since I’ve been talking to/dating Taylor that’s been totally different. I’ve been able to share with my friends, family, internet, and of course with her about how strongly I feel about her without any hesitation and it feels great. I guess because I’ve finally found that relationship that people describe themselves thriving to be in, where I’m consistently happy with my girlfriend and never have any doubts in the path we may be going in. I don’t mean to come off as one to brag, merely just expressing my feelings of pure happiness and contentment with my girlfriend and our relationship. This is the first girl I can see myself going anywhere in life with and I’m totally accepting of that. To be completely honest, I can’t even sleep right now because I am so excited to be able to see her tomorrow and hopefully go on a date to the city tomorrow. That’s another thing that I never thought would end up happening, being ridiculously excited to spend time with one person who single-handedly changed my whole purpose in this world. Falling in love was by far the best risk I’ve ever taken in my life, because if I wouldn’t have, I’d still be the same unhappy “fuck everything” kind of guy I used to be. It may be hard for some of you to believe this for a few different reasons: maybe you knew the old me and can’t see it changing, maybe you haven’t felt love for yourself yet to where you understand what all my explanations mean, or maybe even you don’t believe Taylor and I could be in love after just a few months. Everyone’s entitled to an opinion of their own but I can say with every ounce of sense in me that this love is the real thing and that I want it to last. I don’t just type these out all the time for just my girlfriend to read them and smile, although that’s a great benefit of them, but I also put them out there to just let others know what I’m feeling and to give an idea of what love truly feels like. Not to mention, I like to just lay in my bed late during the nights and just type out the shit that I’m thinking, no matter how long it may take. Most people won’t even take the time to read any of this but I’m really not all too concerned about that. If you’re bored, I feel like reading my thoughts put into words could be a pretty interesting read but that’s just me. I could probably go on about my girlfriend and such all day truthfully, but you’d get bored of that. Instead I’m probably going to do what the rest of the normal world is doing and go to sleep so I can have some energy and a good mood for my date tomorrow. Even though just seeing my girlfriend automatically puts me in a good mood. But anyways, goodnight tumblr. I appreciate if you took the time to read this but there’s no hard feeling if you didn’t. I’d like to say I love you to my wonderful girlfriend Taylor Hipp who probably will read all this because she digs reading for some reason. And I’m sure I’ll be back doing this again sometime fairly soon!
